Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Jeremy's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
11:41 am	Mad Today is one of those days. Went to bed in a bad mood, woke up in a bad mood, and just want everyone to leave me alone. I plan on spending tonight doing laundry and being by myself. Fucking sucks. Current Mood: angry Current Music: who gives a fuck (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:48 am	... Sometimes I suck. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: computer hum (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
10:28 pm	Reflection Last night and today, VERY different, for personal reasons. Twenty-four years, two months, thirteen days... ...and life goes on. :-) P.S. Personal reasons mean just that. They're for me to know, and only me, sorry. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, February 11th, 2005
11:23 am	savetoby.com I should update this, but I choose not to. This also counts as an update. Damn you logic. Current Mood: amused Current Music: radio commercials (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 28th, 2005
7:34 am	So cold. Current Mood: cold Current Music: ESPN Radio in the office (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
4:29 pm	Certain things annoy me. You'd think that after umpteen times of loudly closing the hall door and angrily kicking a person's shoes away from being immediately in front of that door, they'd get the message. They're super dumb, and it angers me. They also purchase things with the intent to do something with it/them, yet, unless someone else does if for them, it never gets done or put where it's supposed to. Right now there is a large tv in the living room, inconveniently placed in the middle of the floor. It was moved, since apparently, it wasn't a good enough tv, so the person had to go out and buy a larger HDTV. The old one works fine, and I don't know why it's in the living room, but there it sits. Meanwhile, I have the same crappy little tv I had since Freshman year at SLU. This person currently has one of his little teeny bopper girls over. I don't even care what her name is, she's annoying and loud. These strangers that come over all usually have one thing in common, they are very young and immature, and they have a tendancy to grate on my nerves. Another thing that angers me is that I get up for work at 6am, and I don't get home until 3pm. I know for a fact that this someone doesn't even get out of bed before 11am, and yet, he is usually home already, or JUST getting home shortly after I do. Then he proceeds to call up customers on his cell phone, walking around or whatever, and so I have to listen to his stupid conversations, as he tries to beef up his own paycheck. Then he usually leaves, not sure what he does, but I don't care. Then later on, he comes back, and beginning Thursday night (which is tonight, put a gun to my head), he usually has his little teeny boppers over around 10 or 11, and they sit and act stupid and are loud until they go out to some bar, where they all try to hook up with people and get drunk. Now that I have my job, I like to sleep by 10pm at the latest. But since this someone doesn't even have to get out of bed until 11am, what does he care? Comes back at 2am, usually I can tell how drunk they are by how loud the girls are he has with him. It's always a different group of faces, but they all share the loudness trait. Somehow, I've aged to the point where I no longer can fathom why this person does this shit each and every weekend (or day). So I guess I'm old. Now I know what older people must have thought about me when I was younger, but then, I was never into that whole sketchy bar/teeny bopper scene. And don't even get me started on the garbage... that's another whole issue. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
10:58 am	Snow and other state workers suck. I hate people that think they have to go 15mph when there is snow on the road (I KNOW YOU WERE A STATE WORKER CAUSE YOU TURNED OFF TOWARD THE PLAZA YOU SONOFABITCH!). At intersections, sure, that is justified. On long straight stretches, it isn't. So get the fuck out of my way you dumbasses! Some of us actually try to get to work on time. So far this morning I've been gassing up cars in the lot. My feet are frozen, and I almost fell down once on the ice. Now I'm taking a much-deserved break. Boo-yeah. Oh, and one more thing that annoys me. When you are at a light, and you are taking a left.... PULL THE FUCK INTO THE MIDDLE OF THE INTERSECTION, DON'T JUST SIT THERE BEHIND THE LINE EXPECTING SOMEONE TO LET YOU GO!! This causes you to look really fucking stupid, and sit there at the light as it turns red again, and angering the people behind you who can't pass you because you didn't leave enough room on the right, and are forced to sit through another light change because of your complete and total idiocy... fucker! Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Little Nicky - Foo Fighters (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
9:34 am	Yup. I like work... for real. :-) Current Mood: awake Current Music: some online radio station on a computer in the office (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
2:30 pm	Playtime Outside Winter sucks. Fell on my ass twice today and banged my head on a door. Winter 1 : Jeremy 0 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
12:41 am	Special Day December 9th, a day that will live in infamy. Today, Jeremy begins work for the first time in over a year. End of newsbrief. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: computer dying (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
1:55 am	Mr. Jeremy Is Employed Seeing as how it's almost been a month since I last wrote something, I guess I'll get right to it. I start my new job on Thursday. Yes, you heard correctly, my new job. If you don't count my PT work at St. Catherine's with Lucas, I've not held a steady job since Dec. 1st of 2003. Quite the vacation... jealous? I will be working for the DEC at the Port of Albany. Basically, I will be working with a rather small group of individuals (roughly 10) to recycle the state vehicle car fleet. What this entails for me specifically is: washing the vehicles, filling tires with air, gassing them up, vaccuuming out interiors if needed, going on parts runs, or dropping off or picking up vehicles from auto repair shops, and chauffering executives to the NYS Museum if needed. The hours I'll be working are either 6am - 2pm, or 7am - 3pm, Mon. - Fri. Since it's a state job, I'll have full benefits (never had that before, score!), plus the pay is very nice. Weekends and holidays I'll have off, and there will be opportunities for OT. I'm pretty excited about the whole thing. My boss Andy is probably in his late 20s, and most of the guys I've met or seen there are in their 30's or so. A couple of them look like they might be 40s - 50s, so I'll be working with guys around my age for the most part. I already know Dan, the neighbor of mine that told me about the job in the first place, so at least I'll have one familiar face to chat with on lunch break or whenever there's some down time. Well, that's the big news for now. I won't have to feel like a bum anymore, which is a good thing. I do have to wait 5 weeks for my first paycheck, but I've survived off little to nothing for so long now, 5 weeks will be a piece of cake. One thing I like about this job is that, it sounds impressive. "What do you do?" "I work for the DEC at the Port of Albany". Yeah, no more of the "I work in a grocery store" bullshit. Hehe. Well, time for bed, then off to Soc's tomorrow for some Magic and relaxation. Hope everyone is well. P.S. It's technically Dec. 7th now. I wonder if the Nazi Channel will have cool Pearl Harbor programming on? Must investigate. Current Mood: happy Current Music: sounds of my temporary computer backup #3 dying (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
3:49 am	People From Long Island Need To Shut The Fuck Up And Die It's 3:50AM and the neighbors in the asshole house to my left are outside on thir porch and front walk talking loudly and shit. I hope they die. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: nothing (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
3:36 am	Fuck Everyone I wish the guys next door would die. Current Mood: angry Current Music: none (Comment on this)
1:55 am	Mildly Pissed Off Fuck obnoxious people. Fuck messes I have to clean up. Fuck the notion that by not going out to bars drunk and stupid, and watching other people act drunk and stupid, that it's a bad thing. Fuck it all. Fuck the loud neighbors too. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, November 12th, 2004
3:09 am	Drunk and Sad BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS - GREEN DAY I WALK A LONELY ROAD THE ONLY ONE THAT I HAVE EVER KNOWN DON'T KNOW WHERE IT GOES BUT IT'S HOME TO ME AND I WALK ALONE I WALK THIS EMPTY STREET ON THE BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS WHERE THE CITY SLEEPS AND I'M THE ONLY ONE AND I WALK ALONE I WALK ALONE. I WALK ALONE. I WALK ALONE. I WALK A- MY SHADOW'S THE ONLY ONE THAT WALKS BESIDE ME MY SHALLOW HEART'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S BEATING SOMETIMES I WISH SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL FIND ME 'TIL THEN I WALK ALONE I'M WALKING DOWN THE LINE THAT DIVIDES ME SOMEWHERE IN MY MIND ON THE BORDERLINE OF THE EDGE AND WHERE I WALK ALONE READ BETWEEN THE LINES OF WHAT'S FUCKED UP AND EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT CHECK MY VITAL SIGNS TO KNOW I'M STILL ALIVE AND I WALK ALONE I WALK ALONE. I WALK ALONE. I WALK ALONE. I WALK A- MY SHADOW'S THE ONLY ONE THAT WALKS BESIDE ME MY SHALLOW HEART'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S BEATING SOMETIMES I WISH SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL FIND ME 'TIL THEN I WALK ALONE I WALK ALONE. I WALK A- I WALK THIS EMPTY STREET ON THE BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS WHERE THE CITY SLEEPS AND I'M THE ONLY ONE AND I WALK A- MY SHADOW'S THE ONLY ONE THAT WALKS BESIDE ME MY SHALLOW HEART'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S BEATING SOMETIMES I WISH SOMEONE OUT THERE WILL FIND ME 'TIL THEN I WALK ALONE Current Mood: sad Current Music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 6th, 2004
2:24 am	............ I am such an undeserving piece of shit, and that's the truth. Current Mood: drunk Current Music: nothing (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
5:50 am	I HATE REPUBLICANS!!! Words of wisdom: Me: "Is it wrong to think all Republicans are loud-mouthed assholes?" Tom: "No, because they ARE." And now, because I feel like it... The 10 Commandments (for "moral" Republicans whose faith means so fucking much to them, assholes): 1. I am the LORD thy Democrat, which have brought thee out of the land of Stupidity, out of the house of ignorance. Though shalt have no other political parties before me. 2. Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy Democrat in vain. 3. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven Republican image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thy Republican self to them, nor serve them. 4. Remember thy Democratic sabbath day, to keep it holy. 5. Honor thy Democratic father and thy Democratic mother: that thy days may be long. 6. Thou shalt not kill thy Democrat. 7. Thou shalt not commit Republican adultery. 8. Thou shalt not steal from Democrats. 9. Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy Democratic neighbor. 10. Thou shalt not covet thy Democratic neighbor's house, thou shalt not covet thy Democratic neighbor's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor anything that is thy Democratic neighbor's. And now, the fun ones: 1. Thou shalt not vote Republican. 2. Thou shalt shut thy fuck up. 3. Thou shalt not degrade Democtrats. 4. Thou shalt not hoard thy earthly possessions. 5. Thou shalt not claim superiority. 6. Thou shalt not tax thy poor. 7. Thou shalt not lay with thy Democrat. 8. Thou shalt not spread propoganda. 9. Thou shalt not control thy media. 10. Thou shalt not covet thy House, thy Senate, nor thy Presidency. ...................ugh............................. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: computer hum (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
3:50 am	Just Say "No"... to 'W' This election reminds me of Game 4 of the ALCS. OK Kerry, you're down in the score, last ups... time to come through. I and almost half the country need you to. Please. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: intelligent people in the U.S. collectively saying, "WTF?!" (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
12:55 am	!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!! THEY DID IT!! THE CURSE IS OVER!! THEY DID IT!! OMFG!! YEAH!! OMFG!! SOX, SOX, SOX!! FUCK YEAH!! RED OCTOBER!! RED OCTOBER FOREVER!! HELL FUCKING YEAH!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: American Idiot - Green Day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
3:39 am	Nothing's Ever Easy for The Sox Game 1. Win 1. Barely. Oh God, please let there be more. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: computer hum (Comment on this)